Degarimore, Dutch

So im on a train right now to Frankfurt to hear from elder uchtdorf which will be awesome. I dont got a whole lot to say this week. Kinda been a difficult one but that's OK, it's not about what I want or what Id like to do with the time I have, it's God's time and his work. We were very busy and I constantly felt like waves of anxieties and Stress came crashing down on me but thats ok because it's not gonna be like this forever. Im happy with the work ive been able to do and I am excited to push through the hard Part and get to the end running strong. I love you all, thank you for stiking with me on this whole journey So far. 

Hey everyone!! I hope all has gone well.  This email will be a little different. It will be honest and full of my testimony.  I just want to apologize for not sending in an email last week. I wont lie, last week I sadly say with full confidence that I lost my way and why I came on a mission. I lost sight of my purpose and my desire. Through fasting and prayer I am working towards getting back on track. It isn't instant like all things it takes time and diligent Application and attention. I love god and he is why I am here, ever since I left Chicago I feel that my desire has dwindled compared to how it was in Chicago. Now that was a long time ago and I have had more than enough time to have fixed things up but I just simply didn't want to.  I have wasted a lot of time on my mission, I really have and i'm not happy with it. Not to say I haven't grown and become a better Person on my mission but I think I have flatlined and halted my Personal Progression. I still have abou...